memory of trees

memoryoftrees @ 2005-02-12T11:51:00

2005-02-12T16:48:57Z

i feel disconnected from my boyfriend.
i have been drinking too much, and i don't feel like slowing down.

memoryoftrees @ 2005-01-09T20:59:00

2005-01-10T01:59:40Z

a: i'm getting better at being
a: i need more alcohol
j: you need him

memoryoftrees @ 2005-01-08T23:43:00

2005-01-09T04:46:29Z


monday
     12:00-2:00pm: production techniques 4

tuesday
     9:00-1:00pm: portrait photography
     1:00-4:00pm: graphics & web development

thursday
     12:00-2:00pm: small business management
     2:00-4:00pm: practical photography 4

memoryoftrees @ 2005-01-06T18:33:00

2005-01-06T23:38:43Z

back from chicago.

my uncertainties were short-lived.

memoryoftrees @ 2004-12-28T22:30:00

2004-12-29T03:30:57Z

right now, i would pick comfort over love.

memoryoftrees @ 2004-12-25T16:34:00

2004-12-25T21:40:17Z

& emotionally reserved.

memoryoftrees @ 2004-12-24T23:23:00

2004-12-25T04:23:32Z

i'm drunk & horny.

memoryoftrees @ 2004-05-01T13:30:00

2004-05-01T17:30:28Z

I have been cleaning this apartment for four days now, and the only thing I've accomplished so far is one load of laundry. I am more lazy now, than I was when I was in school.

I have a habit of eating my meals in the shower. I had cashews and a sandwich, today.

memoryoftrees @ 2004-04-30T22:49:00

2004-04-30T02:49:38Z

I need love like I need a gunshot to the head.

memoryoftrees @ 2004-01-09T00:38:00

2004-01-09T05:40:24Z

Why the fuck did I let it happen? It wasn't supposed to mean anything.
But to me it did, and now I can't get you out of my head.

I guess I am upset because I have to figure out how to get over you all over again.

memoryoftrees @ 2003-07-14T06:25:00

2003-07-14T10:26:22Z

Still waiting for my credit cards. I am so impatient. I will be checking the mailbox obsessively this week.

Listening to Joy Division. They remind me of Kent.

I am lonely and sad.

memoryoftrees @ 2003-07-14T06:24:00

2003-07-14T10:24:48Z

Didn't you break up with me because I was fucked up, just like you are now?

memoryoftrees @ 2003-07-12T09:23:00

2003-07-12T13:23:46Z

Today Correy purchased a Crown Victoria. He is happy. I am not.

memoryoftrees @ 2003-05-20T08:32:00

2003-05-20T12:33:10Z

P.S. I love Neal Young.

memoryoftrees @ 2003-05-20T08:28:00

2003-05-20T12:30:08Z

Woke up in the middle of the night petrified. Was repeating "babciu" over and over again.

Cried for awhile last night. I miss her so much.

memoryoftrees @ 2003-05-18T01:54:00

2003-05-18T06:00:35Z

Correy and I are taking his mother out to the movies tomorrow afternoon. We are going to Rainbow Cinemas because we are cheap. I really want to see Lord of the Rings, but it's kind of long and I doubt his mother saw the first one.

Alan (the guy who stole our townhouse) is moving out. There are two people ahead of us in line, so I really don't think we're going to get it. We should, though. He screwed us out of that place last summer. I guess our cow of a neighbour really wants a one bedroom townhouse, too. AND -- she's first one the list.

I fell asleep on the couch earlier tonight. I must have slept for at least two hours. I felt like shit when I woke up.

Anyway, I have to turn off the webcam because Correy is getting annoyed.

memoryoftrees @ 2003-05-15T10:16:00

2003-05-15T14:17:10Z