memory of trees

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 16:48:57 GMT

i feel disconnected from my boyfriend.
i have been drinking too much, and i don't feel like slowing down.

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 01:59:40 GMT

a: i'm getting better at being
a: i need more alcohol
j: you need him

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 04:46:29 GMT


monday
     12:00-2:00pm: production techniques 4

tuesday
     9:00-1:00pm: portrait photography
     1:00-4:00pm: graphics & web development

thursday
     12:00-2:00pm: small business management
     2:00-4:00pm: practical photography 4

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 23:38:43 GMT

back from chicago.

my uncertainties were short-lived.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 03:30:57 GMT

right now, i would pick comfort over love.

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 21:40:17 GMT

& emotionally reserved.

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 04:23:32 GMT

i'm drunk & horny.

Sat, 01 May 2004 17:30:28 GMT

I have been cleaning this apartment for four days now, and the only thing I've accomplished so far is one load of laundry. I am more lazy now, than I was when I was in school.

I have a habit of eating my meals in the shower. I had cashews and a sandwich, today.

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 02:49:38 GMT

I need love like I need a gunshot to the head.

Fri, 09 Jan 2004 05:40:24 GMT

Why the fuck did I let it happen? It wasn't supposed to mean anything.
But to me it did, and now I can't get you out of my head.

I guess I am upset because I have to figure out how to get over you all over again.

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 10:26:22 GMT

Still waiting for my credit cards. I am so impatient. I will be checking the mailbox obsessively this week.

Listening to Joy Division. They remind me of Kent.

I am lonely and sad.

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 10:24:48 GMT

Didn't you break up with me because I was fucked up, just like you are now?

Sat, 12 Jul 2003 13:23:46 GMT

Today Correy purchased a Crown Victoria. He is happy. I am not.

Tue, 20 May 2003 12:33:10 GMT

P.S. I love Neal Young.

Tue, 20 May 2003 12:30:08 GMT

Woke up in the middle of the night petrified. Was repeating "babciu" over and over again.

Cried for awhile last night. I miss her so much.

Sun, 18 May 2003 06:00:35 GMT

Correy and I are taking his mother out to the movies tomorrow afternoon. We are going to Rainbow Cinemas because we are cheap. I really want to see Lord of the Rings, but it's kind of long and I doubt his mother saw the first one.

Alan (the guy who stole our townhouse) is moving out. There are two people ahead of us in line, so I really don't think we're going to get it. We should, though. He screwed us out of that place last summer. I guess our cow of a neighbour really wants a one bedroom townhouse, too. AND -- she's first one the list.

I fell asleep on the couch earlier tonight. I must have slept for at least two hours. I felt like shit when I woke up.

Anyway, I have to turn off the webcam because Correy is getting annoyed.

Thu, 15 May 2003 14:17:10 GMT